last night larry and i had a few people over and ate spoonbill! yum! larry did a good job cooking it up!

then we played........ LOADED QUESTION

i LOVE that game.

i also downloaded the audiobook for Alice in Wonderland. i started it this morning and was listening to it while i was knitting and i just got lost in it. it is so very good.  the next one i wanna dl is Peter Pan.

i still love Twilight. its still my favorite movie.*sigh*

i watched a bunch of old VHS's the other day... Beauty and the Beast and The Lion King and the Newsies were a couple of my old favorites. i forgot how good they were.  i even looked up on imdb.com to see who the voices were...

i didn't realize that Mr. Bean was the voice of Zazu. WHAT?! really?! AND the boy who plays Spot (Newsies) was the voice of Little Foot in The Land Before Time!

one of larry's students bought him an iPod Touch. he's so spoiled. its ok though... because i have my pretty pink mac that i'm writing this on right now.

i am loving hanging around with all the "young adults" at church. i shouldnt have been so shy and started talking to them sooner (not like i started talking to them first.... Nineveh was the one who asked me to do her hair and then Katie afterwards) but like i said, i'm LOVING it.. it makes me like Longview more (although it still doesn't feel like home).

larry told me the other day that we needed to start saving for a house. laama?! (that's "huh" in arabic) are we gonna live in Longview?! its WAY too big. i need  a place that was 2 stoplights... 3 tops. *sigh* it's ok.. my home is wherever Larry is.

we are still wanting a baby.

i'm gonna call my dr next week to see if they can do a celiac blood test. *crosses fingers that i'm not. . but if i am it will answer some questions*

trying to do the BBT thing.. but its really hard to wakeup at 5:30 on the weekends to take my temps. 

ok... more later...

ciao

i'm just gonna say it.

i want a baby so bad!

man! it feels good to finally say that out-loud... er sorta. you know what i mean.

it seems like everyone that is my age and is married already has kids and/or is working on the next one. (not that that is the reason i want one.. it just makes it really hard on me... i want to be happy for them [and i am] but it still makes me sad).

i get really depressed every month when it doesn't happen. i cant even tell you.  sometimes i think it is never gonna happen for us.  i wonder too if something is wrong, or if my hormones are still screwed up major or .. well.. i don't know. but my imagination will run wild with things that i think are wrong.

ok... well.. there you have it. i just couldn't keep it all cooped up inside anymore. it was driving me mad!

South Padre TX

was intersting..... to say the least.